Feeling kind of good!

I seem to have recovered from that last weekend of guests! Woo hoo! I'm feeling good, surprisingly good. It happens so rarely. I can't help but love it like I'm a kid on Christmas morning.

I am also wondering if this new 'go slow' regimen of increasing my Cowden drop dosage very slowly - so I don't herx nearly brutally for weeks on end - is working.

Maybe I'm just having a good couple of days. But maybe it is working. :)

I don't usually feel very well on this rotation - Cumanda and Mora. Especially not as I increase my dosage from the initial 20 drops I start with to the 30 drops required. (You're supposed to start at 30 but I find I can only safely handle 20 at the beginning of each new rotation.)

I am excited.

I find myself almost deliriously happy on good days. Like life is the best thing ever. Which it can be, and I do, deep down, really believe it is. But it's such a relief not to have to try so hard to see it through massive fatigue and pain.  Don't get me wrong, I am still having symptoms. But I feel much better than usual. I can walk a bit further without feeling totally gross. Just a little gross. My head doesn't spin as much. It even feels kind of clear for parts of the day.

I can't remember what it feels like to be in a healthy body but I love these little glimpses!

Happy day.