My pup

I'm back, it's been a full week! A week where I was a bit better again. That last flare lasted another day and inexplicably went on its merry way. Or maybe very explicably considering all the alkalizing I did.

I'm still on track with my new plan to increase my med dosages very slowly to hopefully avoid the nonstop herxing I usually experience for weeks and months at a time. Too early to tell if this is going to be at all successful, because I'm just three days in to my newest herbal anti microbial rotation. I'm supposed to be at 30 drops of Mora and Cumanda for this one. I started at 20 and am up to 21 today. I've had joint swelling in my right hand and weird hive like bumps on my skin. But that's it. Usually I would take these symptoms as essentially nothing and increase my dosage more quickly - to a level just under what I would find completely intolerable. Aiming to keep it at 'actually feeling kind of okay' this time. For as long as I can.

Wish me luck.

But you the keen reader might wonder, why are you back in bed and posting if you are still feeling good like you say you are? Well, it turns out it's because of that extra gift that comes along with being female... My time of the month. PMS'ing right now and it is making me super tired and sore. How do I know it's not the antimicrobials? I can't for sure logically, but I know my body and this is PMS.

My gratitude this rainy afternoon? All of the above. Feeling good, inspired with new ideas, being a girl and honouring my body's cycles, but also my pup. You can see her in the photo. She's sitting so tightly beside me, pressing into my thigh as I type. Offering comfort, warmth and love.