Too tired, but I can!

I'm grateful right now that I'm sitting at the computer on the main floor of our house while homemade granola cooks in the oven.  I need to stir it every 10 minutes.  It's on a timer.

It's 7:00 pm and I'm too tired to be doing this really.  But we have company coming for the weekend, and I try to prep everything (cleaning, shopping lists, yard work, meals, snacks, beverages, laundry, kids' homework, weekend To Dos... you get the idea) beforehand - starting a good week in advance.  All this so that I'm not too wrecked to enjoy their company.  This granola is a little last minute, as they are to be arriving in the next couple of hours.  But I know that I won't be able to do this plus cook breakfast, lunch and dinner tomorrow without being too tried if I put it off until the morning.

(And these sentences might not be making a lot of sense due to the lyme brain fog - apologies!  I can think the thoughts clearly in my head, but by the time I type them I get a little lost sometimes.  My head is fuzzy and it hurts.  My fingers aren't working perfectly on the keyboard.  But both body parts are still getting the job done - yay!).

Usually I get up in the morning and cook anything for the day right off the bat.  First thing.  When my energy is higher.  So I will get up on Saturday morning, take meds, wait, take more meds, lemon water, iodine in water, green juice or smoothie, vitamins, more vitamins, make breakfast for the family (steel cut oats tomorrow morning, with chia raspberry sauce, maple syrup, cinnamon, coconut oil - yum!), more vitamins (!), and then make dinner.  Vegan bobotie with rice for tomorrow (in case you were curious!).  Then I will rest.  Then I will take more meds, more water, and make lunch.  Then I nap.  This is how I structure my days.  It works.  It's great, for what it is of course.

So, yes, I am extremely grateful that I CAN do this.  That it is actually an option to do it.  I am too tired, but it shouldn't make me crash. Not today anyhow.  And I will rest right after this, before they arrive, as well.

I couldn't say this a year ago.  Maybe not even 6 months ago.

Progress.  Great healing progress.

Happy weekend!